Saturday, September 3, 2011

Details of When I Start the Program

The program starts on Sept. 22nd with Orientation from 4:30-7:30 pm. They plan to provide activites to orient me to campus and introduce me to several important places--for example--a tour of the library and technology options for students. We find out the name of the school and cooperating teachers for our field experiences. (We learn more about the field experience procedures at our first Field Experience Seminar on Thurs. Sept 29th.) We finish the evening off with a free dinner to my cohort and me.

My first class will start on Tues. Sept. 27th. I will have classes on Tuesday and Thursday evenings with a few Saturday classes. Here are the Fall courses I'm taking this term:

1. Socio-Political and Social Justice Issues. This sounds like a good class. MU is very big on social justice since it's part of the school's motto/personal statement.

2. Child Development and Learning Theory. I took this class before at Western. But it has been years ago. This will help me refresh myself. Maybe there will be new learning theories I didn't know about since last time.

3. Elementary Wellness and Nutrition. Now this class I haven't taken in the ed program at WOU.

4. Culture and Diversity Considerations. This sounds like a fun class to take. The professor will help us re-examine the cultural aspects of schools as well as our own cultural backgrounds.

5. Field Experience I: Professional Identity, only meets 3 times. This course will help us discover our professional identity in the classrooms. Plus I think we start our classroom experience sometime in October. It will be 3 hours a week.

Basically I am going to be a full-time student while working part-time this school year.

I am so looking forward to this new "old" adventure. This time I will succeed. I have a few real life experiences. The MAT staff at MU seem to be so supportive. A friend told me how close-knit the staff and students are. So far I heard that my cohort, we are called Cohort V, has about 20 people currently. Maybe a few more on the way. Someone there told me that they are still interviewing.

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

The New School Year is Upon Us

Oh, how I love the first day of school. The excitement, the new teacher, the fellow classmates. Now my excitement is getting new students. In a few weeks, I will start my graduate courses at Marylhurst soon. Learning, being in the classrooms, collaborating with fellow cohort mates, etc. My orientation is on Sept. 22nd. They will also feed us dinner. So sweet! MU is a better school for me. I know they will give me a qualified education, good training and a supportive team of people helping me reach my goals as an elementary teacher. I've been working out in the real world. My real world experiences will be a beneficial asset for my grad school studies. Anyways, the first day back at work will be next Tuesday afternoon. Yep, I am on my fifth year at the after school program.

Moving on...I went to see my former teachers at W.E.S. They couldn't placed me right away. But I brought my class photos which helped jogg their memories. They remembered me as a shy, quiet and sensitive child. One of them said that I was a tiny little thing who hankered down/be inward. Well, I was a very shy student. In some ways, I'm still shy, well in big social functions and unfamiliar settings.

My kindergarten teacher, Ms. Smith is teaching kindergarten. At one point, she taught first grade for a couple years like a few years ago. My first grade teacher, Mr. Aase is now teaching 3rd grade. Wow, he has changed. He is no longer that young teacher I remembered. At that time, he was in his 3rd year teaching at W.E.S. He must have been in his early 30s. I found out that he has a daughter one year younger than me. Now he looks like a typical middle age man. But he still have his youthful joy in teaching children. My second grade teacher, Teresa Doss is now teaching kindergarten. She might be a K-1 combined classroom if the first grade student population increases. She is going to retire in 2 years. I can't believe she is close to retirement age. She looks too young to retire but she said she's 60 now.

Those three teachers are actually one of the oldest at Woodstock currently. Though, Ms. Smith and Ms. Doss started at Woodstock close to the same time and they were there a year or two longer than Mr. Aase. You know, it's weird for me to call them by their first names. Did you ever see any of your former elementary teachers and call them by their first names? It's just a weird feeling. I keep call them Mr. and Ms. I found out one of my former teacher's daughter is teaching at an elementary school of N.Clackamas S.D. Anyways, my former teachers were happy to hear that I want to get into the teaching field. They probably was thinking, "Wow, my former shy and quiet student is going to be a teacher. Look how she blossom over the years."

So yeah, I passed by the Chinese teachers in the hallways. (W.E.S. has a Chinese immersion program since '99, I believe.) As I was leaving Mr. Aase's classroom, someone said hi to me. Next door is this Chinese teacher who will be teaching 5th grade. She is really pregnant. I asked her if she needed some help. Her EA was out of the room at this point. She said that she really wanted to hanged up some Chinese characters on the walls. I said, "I'll be happy to help."

She was like, "No, no. You must be busy." I responded that I was happy to help her. So I helped her hanged the characters up and even did a simple chore. I talked with her. This school year is her first year teaching at W.E.S. I told her that she will enjoy the school environment because the staff there is special. Well, I don't really know all the current staff. But since my former teachers are still there, I know the school is in good hands. Back to the Chinese teacher, she thought I was a teacher. That's so funny. Anyways, she already feel grateful to have Mr. Aase as the next door teacher. He helps her a lot.

Here's a fun fact I learned from reading the display case, the last eight grade classed graduated from W.E.S. in 1986. That was just 2 years before I enrolled there as a kinder. I forget that W.E.S. was a K-8 school back in the day. W.E.S. is the oldest elementary school in the PPS system. It was built in 1910-11. They did celebrate the 100th b-day at the end of last Spring. I wanted to go but I was busy that day. It would have been fun to meet up with any alumni that I went to school with. But probably the alumni who went was much older than me. By the way, Ms. Doss taught the daughter one of my former classmates like a year ago or so.

Monday, August 15, 2011

There Will Never Be a Shortage of Love

The MAT program starts in late September. I am looking forward to get back to school and obtain my teaching license. It has been a long, hard road getting to this point in my life. When I left the WOU ed program about 4 1/2 years ago, I was heartbroken and depressed. I know God has a plan for me. He has given me determination to continue on with my dreams of becoming a school teacher. It's his power that keeps me going. If I had it my way, I would have given up my dreams and continue to live life miserably.

Here are two good resource books for new and veteran teachers:
1.The First Days of School:How to be an Effective Teacher by Harry K.Wong & Rosemary T. Wong. This book was used for my classroom management class at WOU.

This book is great for K-12 teachers, college professor and any type of educator. This book explain the ways how to prepare and set up your classroom. In the ed program, they don't teach you how to prepare for the teacher planning days before school starts and the first few weeks of school. The first 3 weeks of school sets the tune in how you want the classroom running. You probably won't agree to everything in the book. But there are some helpful tips and strategies. Though, use what works for you and your students.

2.The Nitty-Gritty Classroom and Behavior Management Resource:Strategies, Reproducibles and Tips for Teachers by Belinda Christian Tetteris.

This book is written by a real classroom teacher from Maryland. The advice and tips in the book are easy to read and quite practical. The book covers teaching in an elementary classroom. But there are tips and strategies in this book can be valuable for immediate and advanced grade levels. Ms. Tetteris said, "Know that you are unique, and with that uniqueness you will teach using methods that are best for you and your students, so never compare yourself to the teacher next door. There are 101 ways to teach the same objective, so find the way that is best for you and your group of students." A retired elementary teacher, I know, gave me this book as a gift a few years ago.

I hope these neat resource books are useful to you for your classroom. Both books are written by real teachers. I like to finish off this blog with an encouraging poem for the teachers. This poem comes out of The First Days of School book. Please carry these lovely thoughts into the new school year.

There Will Never Be a Shortage of Love
By Harry and Rosemary Wong

Love is the reason for teaching.
It cost nothing, yet it is the most precious thing
one can possess.
The more we give, the more it is returned.
It heals and protects,
soothes and strengthens.
Love has other names, such as
forgiveness...
tolerance...
mercy...
encouragement...
aid...
sympathy...
affection...
friendliness...
and cheer.
No matter how much love we give to others,
more rushes in to take its place.
It is, really, "the gift that keeps on giving."
Give love in abundance--
every day.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Going with Marylhurst

About two weeks ago, I received my official admissions letter to Marylhurst University, less than 15 minutes outside of Portland.

Here is virtual tour of MU:.

I was so excited when I got the letter. Currently, I have been searching and applying to scholarships. It's hard to find scholarships that is for the graduate level. I mostly have been able to apply to scholarship contests like a random drawings kind of way.

Here is a clip about the education program at MU:.

Friday, July 1, 2011

YES, I PASSED!

Good news! I checked my unofficial CBEST scores online today. I passed the writing section with 41 points. Wow, it's higher than I thought. The minimum passing score would be 37. So my overall CBEST score is 129.

Praise God! It's very funny how my dream came true. I mean a week or several days before the unofficial scores to be revealed, I had this dream as in REM sleep status that I passed the test. In that dream, I was sitting around a big conference table and I turned to a fellow cohort next to me and said, "I can't believe I'm here. I passed the CBEST. It took me 6 tries." This time I was prepared better with the help from a fellow co-worker's husband who is a high school English teacher. And I also leaned into God more. I mean in the past I did trust God. But I think God has used this trying experience to get me be more trusting in Him as well as being stronger. Thank you to my supportive friends who encouraged me.

Any day now I will received my official permanent verification card (saying I passed the CBEST) and two transcript copies of my permanent verification card (for official use for school districts, colleges and universities). Next week I will have to deal with getting myself admitted fully and get financial aid rolling. But this weekend will be relaxing and end it on the 4th having a bbq with my family. Have a good 4th!

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Failed again on the CBEST writing section :'(

Yesterday I received my test scores. As I was opening the envelope, I was so nervous. I got to pass this time, I thought. My eyes looked for the new score and it's 33. What???!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, I received that score 4 times already. I know that I am doing well on Essay #1. Last month, I spent a lot more time on Essay #2 since I struggled the last four times I took the exam. I worked so hard and I thought I could have an improved score on the second essay to get a passing total score for the writing section. I don't get the two scorers on my second essay. In the note section, it says that I need to work on usage as well as structure and conventions for essay #2. (To read about how the CBEST Writing is scored and the criteria, read my April 13th post.) I thought I improved in that area of Essay #2. I just needed 4 measly points to get me to pass the test. Anyways, after I saw my scores, I started to cry a little. I will not let this get me down. I will have to fight it another day. Though, I don't want to think about it right now. I will take a week off from it and let myself have a break.

At work yesterday, I was talking to a co-worker. Her husband is a college writing professor. She offered his tutoring services. I will take it. This time I need to know why I am struggling. I took two college writing classes, went to the writing center for my many essays and papers and had an advanced grammar class during my undergrad years. How much writing classes do I need to get me there? I also did a Learning Plus writing program through PSU. In those classes, I received B's. Maybe having a private tutor will help me figure out what is going on in my writing. I have definitely improved my writing since high school. For years growing up, I was behind in my writing level. In college, I received many A's and B's on my papers. I guess getting tested on one's writing skills in 4 hours is pretty stressful. Plus with the computer-based version of the exam, there is the extra precaution of cameras recording my every actions and sounds. The testing site has those cameras to check that no one is cheating. How can I cheat on the writing section? All personal electronics are banned from the test room. Each time you take the writing section of the CBEST, there will be two new essay questions.

Please continue to pray for me.

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Waiting for my CBEST score...My practice essay

It is nerve-wrecking to wait for my CBEST score. I should receive my score by the end of this month. I really hope I pass the writing section. I feel good about it.

As we wait, here is my practice personal narrative essay:

Everyone has someone who greatly influenced them. Who impacted you to shape who you are today? Explain this to a group of high school graduates.
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The person who impacted me is my grandpa whom I called Gong Gong. The two reasons why he was so important to me was his faith and his love which I saw daily growing up.

First Gong Gong lived his life by faith. He was a Christian man. His words and actions coincide with the Christian principles. For example, he worked as a caregiver for the elderly before his retirement. He was kind, patient and gentle in his care of the elderly. In those actions, he showed the important qualities of a Christian who live by faith.

Next, Gong Gong lived his life with love. He loved his family through his actions rather than his words. As his granddaughter, he showed his love by spending time with me, sharing his advice and conversing with me. For example, he walked me to and from school daily during my elementary school years. During the walks, we were able to have some quality time with each other. He encouraged me to do my best in school.

In conclusion, the way Gong Gong lived by faith and love helped shape who I am today. By his example, he influenced me to have a relationship with God as well as to live life with love. I chose to accept Jesus in my heart and continue to live my life following God. I try my best to live life fully with love, which is one of the qualities of a Christian. For example, I am willing to just listen to a friend in need.